Saturday, January 9, 2010

o_O
first time sia.~
longtime no update lerhs

nvm today!!!!!

afternoon 11plus follow dylan
go find rose at Same Place.
we slower.~
lose lorhs nvms~

afternoon nothing much,
got a " KTV " session with
Giraffe
and " half "
dun ask about it :X
anyway play match before that.
lost.~ tio trash :@
nvm~
after that at the railings didn't notice was,
mao seng, and one other guy not happy me lerhs :O
dhen after that go back to 338 bb court play
by that time 5+, 6+ liao
sat wif half, giraffe, and sha wha wha.
nvm that
after shaWhawha call me go block 338 behind for smth
cos maoseng call.
i go see
tio beat ==
fudge laa~
leg tio cut sibeh pain

i feel so bad not knowing the names
of those that helped me
sorry. only know one is alex.
an Ex-fuchun student.
damn happy he there.
he helped me settle.

really thanks to the 328 muscle man.
dunno his name.
he knew me since i was little .
couldn't recognize you,
i apologize to all whom i forget name.
i was anxious never hear properly..
thanks for those comforting words :)
....10.40pm
father called me.
ask me go home.
i so happy almost wanted to
ton the night walking outside.

For Josephine:)

" look i didn't meant for all those words to
mean such harsh meanings.
i Really am sorry if i hurt you, it's just that,
maoseng was there and i got beat up partly for you.
mainly because i didn't want you
to be apart of this dispute between me and maoseng.
however maoseng mentioned that your his ex,
so i can understand that he is angry.
because i am still a boy and i can partially
understand how he's feeling.
this part i'm not sure what happen
but i don't know who broke up with who.
so i cannot say anything.
if you broke up with him,
i can understand that he's angry at me because he should still like/love you.
and he should maybe trying to jio you back?
not sure about that.
but please i'd never meant those words
to have such an impact on you.
because i was too fearful, i said words that hurt you in a way
i can never imagine.
i am so so so so sorry.
there is no way i'll hurt you.
because i can understand what males are thinking,
if i get close to you, i would have gotten beaten up.
cos i know he's feeling a mix of anger confusion and slightly annoyed.
yes not sure erra told you,
i am sorry and took those blows to let them cool down
so that they would leave everyone else alone
cos he almost beat up my friend out of anger.
yeah. to protect you,
and everyone else who interfered
during the talk at the back of 338,
i never wanted those words to mean that your a jinx
i just wanted you to be safe.
because the thing he said to me that made me want to keep this between me and maoseng was,
"wo men call you here is actually wan beat you up de"
because,
jiahao seen tgt with josephine will confirm fuel maoseng's rage.
i guessed since they wanted to fight, i'd let them hit me.
if i hurt you in anyway. i'll find a way to make it up to you.

won't be posting for awhile?
maybe.



jose..sorry..
i'll make it up to you...
try..
even though i'm grounded 2 weeks.
i'll try no matter what.
cannot leave this alone since i already hurt you.
cannot really imagine why...how...you must have felt.





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