except in school.

right now my soul lives in the school.

FuchunSecondarySchool.

The moment i step away from my schoolmates.

my soul will leave and return to my home, and my 2nd home.

LowJiahao has died in the real world.

No such person exists anymore in this world.

you may call him, he may answer.

not it's not the same guy no matter how similar or joker like he is.

There is no way the soul of the dead can return into the body of the dead.

Yeah. i'm talking about me.

Dead.

no more alive.

heart went * Beeeeeeeep*

" --------- " straight line on the heart beat pulse checker thingie.

the defibrillator or wateva,

nvm that. he's body cannot return to 338 anymore.

once step in sure sumthing happen.

soul wander off somewhere.

body wanders the plane which is the real world.

been wondering, why no mood...

so many days

only school and schoolmates so...

" enjoyable "

whatever " friends " i have that can call down or whatever to help my dead body..

gonna call them...

gonna tell them...

it's ok... if i'm gonna get beaten up let it be...

i've already deleted their numbers and already

left them alone.

i told them let me live alone.

return to last time.

when i was just a

chubby

worthless

useless

good-for-nothing

faker

lying

helpless

FREAK.

they wanna beat me up?

let them.

just wanna know reason.

if valid i'll just stand let them whack.

so what go hospital?

i'm dead anyway.... ==

i think something wrong with me that time.

now seriously just like... I've died in the real world...

not gonna care about anything anymore.

there is no way that i can be revived simply with time alone.

it's all over for me.

there is just no hope.

cannot make new friends because my choice in friends are bad

TOP 3 " friends "

3. [ censored ] the Girl with a powerful boyfriend.

2. [ censored ] who is acting strange.

1. [ censored ] flower heart girl. ~_~

yeah woo hoo maybe talk to these people

severe all ties with them.

or make a thin thread...dun even bother...

gonna dao them for the time being.

see them pretend dunno who they are...

idc if it hurts them...only these 3...i think i'll be most sorry

to 1 and 3 mainly because their sensitive.

i dun think i'll be sorry towards number 2 mainly cos he was acting strange.

like dun wan know me like that.

whatever.

LowJiahao the,

LOSER.

LAMER.
BLOODY JOKER.

FUCKER.

IRRITATING ASSHOLE.

etc.

dun care...he's dead.

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