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Friday, January 29, 2010
i ask you nicely... you whr bu shuang me -.- i got de zui u issit? limpeh blog i want type what ur problem ah?! i wan type dhen i type la need you to guan ah -.- u my who? you my mother issit?-.- use ur fcuking brain luhhs -.- you very bo liao lehhs come to my blog here anyhow spam -.- like a girl blog so what? my problem issit? not i make the blogskin de right -.- i want money also i save right -.- not like you.... work as a chicken at geylang de -.- useless piece of HIV shyt -.- go fcuk mother pussy and get the hell lost la -.- haisss dunno why i spending my own precious time to entertain you. -.- suah suah .... fuck off :) Sunday, January 24, 2010 doing quite alot of thinking nowadays :l SUNDAY :) today nothing much larhs :) in the morning woken by some one :x hahas dhen after that go eat :O makan Chicken rice. it was... okay larhs :l i went to 369 there play bb with Dylan MET MY PRIMARY SCH FRIEND! LOL !!! WHAT ARE THE ODDS! dhen after that i go 338 idw say what happen in between == dhen at 338 saw, Shamira, Sky, Shawn, Qi Rong, And lots more ._. after that, i played bb again lol. about 5.30pm i go home. My Father Cooked :) Delicious~ muahaha ok luhhs nothing left ot post liao :) ._. thinking too much now rly think that idw you lerhs :) muahahahahah call me bad idc :) Friday, January 22, 2010 OHHHH PRAISE THE LORD! friday finally -.- why i like? CAN SLEEP LATE! LOL. nothing lerhs suppose last time LOVE friday. but ever since " eh-hem " came into the picture... haiish... all i can say is JITAO SIAN DIAO -.- today damn fuck sia MDM HAMIDAH u watch out -.- knn 1 tutorial of nothing i never go. GIVE ME 1WEEK DETENTION! MOTHER FUCK UR PUSSY HOLE TILL BURST LA CHEEBAI NABU -.- you where not happy with me? see me like chao chee bai like that. call you ask question u dao me -.- i dun care you dao me. you give me this lanjiao punishment u think i'll go? fuck your ass you dreaming only. == you wan call parents? lai laa i scared you? give me extra work at least i will go do for you. now you go give me this lanjiao shit?! some more that what mrs bay or bey or smlj sibeh guailan only target me i cannot use comp share comp she target me nia hakim also but noooo she must target me give me scolding -.- KNNB =.= guailan me larhs i show you rebellion... i show you attitude -.- u wan dao me nvm punish me detention i show you hell. you old liao i scared you? you got the students in 4n2 back you up? the most i push you nia. you fall down. BREAK! smth fracture. -.- jitao u go hospital see how u like it... i monday sure request assessments from you instead of the detention. you refuse i show you hell. WATCH OUT -.- end here laa nothing left post damn no mood lerhs -.- CCB i wait every night. for your answer. be it no. be it yes. i will accept the truth :( Thursday, January 21, 2010 thrusday today finally today cannot concentrate on anything. i appear like childish disiao disiao mood. but actually dying on the inside ... LOL stupid dumb drunk >:( throw bottle dhen kena my damn leg! whateva laa maybe is god punish me. idk at least got 70$$ for medical bill muahahah... the bill is 74.60 =.= so i end up must pay myself >:( rawr~ heng ah no nid stitches :) 2-3weeks heal liao :D Special Thanks to Natellie laopo :) so kind luhhs you muaahhaha love you lotszxc... :( but too bad nothing can cure my sadness... ever since "that day" i cried once and just became sad for like...ever (night) now .. lost interest in mapleSEA lerhs :( but i wan pei laopo > sad luhhs idk what to do now. in school cannot concentrate at home sian like what shyt. today played bb like never play before :) very happy when playing. after i resting that time become more and more sad. muahahaha i faster dhen dylan :) if i know how to "kong qiu" properly maybe can actually be good at it :) hahas~ nvms luhhs JUNJIE! pro hahas~ very good at dribble :o met wif brandon~ lol funny guy, ENGLISH SPEAKING wootszxc bored. -.- nothing to do.. to day just sad until like what lan lan :P hahas~ well i've learnt to talk normally occasional vulgar here and there but no more talking until very xialan :) ;yay i'm missing you. won't you come back to me? Wednesday, January 20, 2010 to " You " This post specially typed for " you " as you know, the recent happenings and what not. Thanks to that, I Feel that i have lost you. I don't know why. When they say u jealous someone. you got feelings for them. i cannot tell if i have feelings for you. but i can tell i get jealous when you are with other boys. believe me i know. however i know i cannot be your man. so i just keep it on a down low .. but now, due to all the recent things. i feel sad. i have lost you. everytime i see i a " -.- " or a " zzz " from you. i just get a weird feeling. i don't really like that. that's one of the main reasons i don't use " -.- " alot or at all. i just cannot help it. i think i like you but i cannot be sure. thinking of you just pains me greatly. not thinking about you makes me miss you dearly. i beg the heavens above to release me from this pain. but now even the heavens above cannot do anything. at all. for i have lost everything that i hold dear to me. saddening enough, i cried in school today. that's a first my dear. never before have i cried in school. i'm sorry to my friends who have seen the weak and dulan side of me. " you " remember when i gave you the " -.- " face after you told me bye? there were tears in there. oh yeah .. i couldn't even cry when alicia broke with me. but now i don't know why, after u said it, it just hurt. hurt really bad. right now as you read. i'm bleeding .. profusely .. non-stop .. like my heart was stabbed and stabbed again ... curse that knife .. this post makes me sound like a weak person but now... i just want to express myself to you... because...*sigh* T_T ... for tomorrow, Happy 14th Anniversary my Dear. every night i toss and turn in my bed. mad thoughts racing though my head. A little dosage of love is all i need. you are the source of all my greed. before i die i hope this ends soon. cos i might just bang my head on the wall of my room. Monday, January 18, 2010 1701101458 it's ok de... just leave me be :) i'll manage somehow. there is no way i can be sad ... here's a poem for "you" i don't really want to say goodbye i don't really want to leave you. but now i have to go away stay away from you forever what we had was something special deep down from our hearts but now i have to go away and leave you from my heart. if i have to leave so be it :) last long :] forever will i remember these habits and things. even though i can never do those things. or see them ever. 1) Elmo shirt 2) Hot Pink Shirt 3) 338 Basketball Court 4) Causeway point level 5 food court. 5) Curry Chicken 6) Milo Ice 7) CausewayPoint 912 to admiralty bus stop. 8) the numbers, 21, and 8 9) songs include: Sorry Sorry - Super Junior 当你孤单你会想起谁 etc. 10) Anywhere near 889c / 888plaza and many more. those things are taboo to me now. any mention will just rip everything from my insides out. " fuck you upside down " is now forbidden to be mentioned to me ): yeah too many things remind me of you... -.- too bad luhhs Dedicate these songs to you :) as a final goodbye. JayChou - An Jing JayChou - CaiHong LeeShengJie - ZuiJing These songs are meaningful but i put in this order for a reason. and to you a final goodbye. GOODBYE. Sunday, January 17, 2010 weee i love today == jitao dulan until no tomorrow. what happen? i tell you barhs :) morning, a certain group of people go cwp. i went to grandmother house. dylan went sleep. o_o wake up use comp dhen sleep lol dylan pro :) after that 2plus i go back woodlands. sms her ask her where is she. reply, "338 why?" so i know smth gonna happen. her "six sense" started. she tio stomachache. i know when that happens, smth bad gonna happen. me and dylan go to the 338. she dun dare say it. so ask guangjie say he help her say, "blah blah cannot together blah blah better if be friends blah blah smlj laa!" in the end. i tot ok luhhs dylan ah aiyo~ dhen she turn to me and said. eh jiahao apply to you also horh. i jitao like knife shoot my heart. SAME EXACT SPOT I TIO SHOT THE LAST TIME. this time really hurt like shit. what's more she add salt to the wound. she said with a like nothing going on face, " since i got stead lerhs, so you also nvm lerhs lorhs. " i ask who she said " someone. " i reply jackson de luhhs she reply, "yeah larhs " dhen just go to his side there. i heck care everything. just walk... and walk... and walk... next thing i know guangjie call me. " jiahao you come i wan ask you thing" i tell him come find me i at 328. i tot only him. dhen in the end he bring, guangjie guanghong rose jackson maoseng minghong george. dylan is after that dhen come de. part by part explain why they call me. part1, guangjie ask me say why i say i not happy him ask me hit him dhen we fight. i tell him idw blah blah in the end nothing. part2, MaoSeng and MingHong. they only confirm what happen that day. i explain they call ppl ask. in the end nothing much also. part 3, George and Jackson+Rose and Guangjie. so they ask me about my so called "gang friends" i tell them i break connection with them lerhs so ask me no use. in the end also nothing. if really hot hor there. i sure tio pao by all of them de.... i just after that follow brother go buy handphone. after that chat wif ppl on msn... blah blah~~~ where did i go wrong -.- friends? *weak laugh* Friends your fucking head laa :) cannot be friends :) cos ur stead :) hahas~ alrights i'll just leave you alone with your life about.... forever :D bye now... *hold back all emotions* Friday, January 15, 2010 except in school. right now my soul lives in the school. FuchunSecondarySchool. The moment i step away from my schoolmates. my soul will leave and return to my home, and my 2nd home. LowJiahao has died in the real world. No such person exists anymore in this world. you may call him, he may answer. not it's not the same guy no matter how similar or joker like he is. There is no way the soul of the dead can return into the body of the dead. Yeah. i'm talking about me. Dead. no more alive. heart went * Beeeeeeeep* " --------- " straight line on the heart beat pulse checker thingie. the defibrillator or wateva, nvm that. he's body cannot return to 338 anymore. once step in sure sumthing happen. soul wander off somewhere. body wanders the plane which is the real world. been wondering, why no mood... so many days only school and schoolmates so... " enjoyable " whatever " friends " i have that can call down or whatever to help my dead body.. gonna call them... gonna tell them... it's ok... if i'm gonna get beaten up let it be... i've already deleted their numbers and already left them alone. i told them let me live alone. return to last time. when i was just a chubby worthless useless good-for-nothing faker lying helpless FREAK. they wanna beat me up? let them. just wanna know reason. if valid i'll just stand let them whack. so what go hospital? i'm dead anyway.... == i think something wrong with me that time. now seriously just like... I've died in the real world... not gonna care about anything anymore. there is no way that i can be revived simply with time alone. it's all over for me. there is just no hope. cannot make new friends because my choice in friends are bad TOP 3 " friends " 3. [ censored ] the Girl with a powerful boyfriend. 2. [ censored ] who is acting strange. 1. [ censored ] flower heart girl. ~_~ yeah woo hoo maybe talk to these people severe all ties with them. or make a thin thread...dun even bother... gonna dao them for the time being. see them pretend dunno who they are... idc if it hurts them...only these 3...i think i'll be most sorry to 1 and 3 mainly because their sensitive. i dun think i'll be sorry towards number 2 mainly cos he was acting strange. like dun wan know me like that. whatever. LowJiahao the, LOSER. LAMER. BLOODY JOKER. FUCKER. IRRITATING ASSHOLE. etc. dun care...he's dead. -end- i wish i may i wish i might may no one know me. and let me get on with me life. a thorn on a rose. yeah! something nobody wants .. school....ahh what a wonderful place... my house...nice and "peaceful " sianzxc today no mood ._. Tuesday, January 12, 2010 dilemma! muahaha long time no post? idk ~_~ some one tag me one song they wan me dance to. i'll make a parody when i have the time. Current offers LOL, SNSD - Gee Brown eyed girls - Abracadabra G-Dragon - Heart breaker Big Bang - Haru Haru Taeyoung - Wedding Dress hahas~ tag me more i choose one i like. (usually is easier to dance de) and i'll post a video here LOL. :x Saturday, January 9, 2010  my cut i received from the fight :) beautiful~♥ o_O first time sia.~ longtime no update lerhs nvm today!!!!! afternoon 11plus follow dylan go find rose at Same Place. we slower.~ lose lorhs nvms~ afternoon nothing much, got a " KTV " session with Giraffe and " half " dun ask about it :X anyway play match before that. lost.~ tio trash :@ nvm~ after that at the railings didn't notice was, mao seng, and one other guy not happy me lerhs :O dhen after that go back to 338 bb court play by that time 5+, 6+ liao sat wif half, giraffe, and sha wha wha. nvm that after shaWhawha call me go block 338 behind for smth cos maoseng call. i go see tio beat == fudge laa~ leg tio cut sibeh pain i feel so bad not knowing the names of those that helped me sorry. only know one is alex. an Ex-fuchun student. damn happy he there. he helped me settle. really thanks to the 328 muscle man. dunno his name. he knew me since i was little . couldn't recognize you, i apologize to all whom i forget name. i was anxious never hear properly.. thanks for those comforting words :) ....10.40pm father called me. ask me go home. i so happy almost wanted to ton the night walking outside. For Josephine:) " look i didn't meant for all those words to mean such harsh meanings. i Really am sorry if i hurt you, it's just that, maoseng was there and i got beat up partly for you. mainly because i didn't want you to be apart of this dispute between me and maoseng. however maoseng mentioned that your his ex, so i can understand that he is angry. because i am still a boy and i can partially understand how he's feeling. this part i'm not sure what happen but i don't know who broke up with who. so i cannot say anything. if you broke up with him, i can understand that he's angry at me because he should still like/love you. and he should maybe trying to jio you back? not sure about that. but please i'd never meant those words to have such an impact on you. because i was too fearful, i said words that hurt you in a way i can never imagine. i am so so so so sorry. there is no way i'll hurt you. because i can understand what males are thinking, if i get close to you, i would have gotten beaten up. cos i know he's feeling a mix of anger confusion and slightly annoyed. yes not sure erra told you, i am sorry and took those blows to let them cool down so that they would leave everyone else alone cos he almost beat up my friend out of anger. yeah. to protect you, and everyone else who interfered during the talk at the back of 338, i never wanted those words to mean that your a jinx i just wanted you to be safe. because the thing he said to me that made me want to keep this between me and maoseng was, "wo men call you here is actually wan beat you up de" because, jiahao seen tgt with josephine will confirm fuel maoseng's rage. i guessed since they wanted to fight, i'd let them hit me. if i hurt you in anyway. i'll find a way to make it up to you. won't be posting for awhile? maybe. jose..sorry.. i'll make it up to you... try.. even though i'm grounded 2 weeks. i'll try no matter what. cannot leave this alone since i already hurt you. cannot really imagine why...how...you must have felt. Wednesday, January 6, 2010 wah seh~ sch reopen 3rd day liaozxc dhen i can blog! *hand motion* what the fuck larhs~ seriously lorhs. bloody hell larhs wireless keyboard KNN *hand motion again* seriously! every freaking night take the damn keyboard like no one business ;roar and also have one idiot brother keep pester pester pester...sian bodoh! rawr~ most bored person? *look around* bo lang more bored dhen me luhhs.~ bloody hell cannot write anything about today brother fucking everything upside down SILING SEC FUCK OFF! MAKE MY BROTHER AH BENG! CCB! LONG ZONG FUCK~ miss you luhhs Sunday, January 3, 2010 OMG~ what the hell~ rawr~ CarrieLaopo WHY U LEAVE SIA! sad :( ... ;eeks today bored siol! wakeup lerhs... dhen go find rose. call DylanBrother come with me.. called GuangJieErZi tell him go meet us at block 889c he walked there :o me and dylan cycled.. meet at her house. about 2.15pm RoseLaopo sms me say she dyeing hair :O 3.30pm dhen come out "fast" So, GuangJie, Dylan and me. we go slack at the playground behind her house. WAHSEH~ can tell you the playground blardyhell "clean" knee high piles of mud and leaves on the slides. "clean" after that dylan, guang jie and i, we go learn "advanced geography" (inside joke) muahahaha laught like shyt.. after that rose come down lerhs slack until...5.50pm we went cycling in the carpark. blah blah....[ROSE +BLACKHAIR= ORH KEE(black head)] lulz after that.. Night, cycle to block 338 at 6.15pm played basketball, with... Team A: Dylan, GuangJie, Jiahao. Team B: Giraffe, Shamira, Josephine(: , and sum1 else idk de. ps, thanks sum1 else idk de for lending ball (: TeamA tio pwned by girls :O they tall ;wild nvm after that mother call. go home lerhs cut hair dye black-ish get rdy for sch tmr == sianzxc holiday blink nia over lerhs :( kk luhhs buai~ bo mi kia type lerhs words of the day! Half-a-Hermit. Giraffe, Pink Ranger, Orange Ranger, Grandfather Clock, BROWN LEAF from behind the school ground where no one knows why the advance geography teacher took it for. Saturday, January 2, 2010 Hey! Back in the comfort of my own home♥! immediately! becomes boring :X why comfort of own home? ppl 010110 enjoy. i kena locked out of house by mother == 4.45pm kicked out, at 6.15pm walked all the way to yishun from woodlands... in the end too bored walk back. sms a few people, CarrieLaopo♥, RoseLaopo♥, and VivianLaopo♥. yeah luhhs sms mai laopo luhhs :X wakakaka..ytd rain some more. you curious why i locked out? ans: mother's clothes all wet due to rain, i'm at fault cos i went out with friends and never warn her about the rain. yes. it's stupid. my mother like that de. in the end morning go friends house borrow toilet bathe :X ton the whole night. just went home. "fun" WTFZXC :x... nvm, on with today. went to friend's house. meet up with GuangJieErZi DylanBrother RoseLaopo (and unexpectedly) JunJieGLK(: met at cwp :) i come late marhs tq RoseLaopo♥ come fetch me up :X dhen went up lerhs horhs talk awhile... JunJieGLK(JJGLK) dragged dylan off to power9 >:O ji angry yi xia. JJGLK go anyhow tell dylan things. u know the idiom, " Add salt to the wound " ? yeah. JJGLK was doing that to DylanBrother. sad bodoh... :( alot other boring things...*skip a bit* dinner! Thanks RoseLaopo Treat me dinner :X i must treat u back WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ROSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <33333333333333333333333 ;mua tqvm xD p.s. cannot blame me i no money cos i ton. ;eeks write until like grandpapa story lerhs ok luuhs here sign off! ;smil buai~ word of the day, HB, FK, HS. Friday, January 1, 2010 muahahahah hiiiiiiiiiiieeee BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! a great big ♥ to laopo Carrie<3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY! muahaha laopo old lerhs :X ;eeks NC16 can see lerhs! ;roar buy for me tickets :X nvm.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! lotsolurv from Zack♥ best wishes :D word of the day: LAO DUA SAI & naturally |
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